Joy of Uncertainty: Embracing the Mess

“Even a wounded world is feeding us.
Even a wounded world holds us, giving us moments of wonder and joy.
I choose joy over despair.
Not because I have my head in the sand, but because joy
Is  what the earth gives me daily
and I must return the gift ~ Robin Wall Kimmerer 

 

What is Joy?  Joy is traditionally defined as a state of great delight or happiness. Searching further, we find that joy refers more to an inner feeling, and happiness is more of an outer expression. We choose joy. Joy transcends. Happiness reacts. We find joy in spite of uncertainty. Joy endures hardships and connects with meaning and purpose. Joy is a constant, internal state on a spiritual level. Happiness is an external temporary emotion.  “Joy is in the heart. Happiness is in the face.”~ from compassion international. Continue reading “Joy of Uncertainty: Embracing the Mess”

The Spiritual Meaning of Flowers: A Garden Meditation

Love is the flower you’ve got to let grow ~ John Lennon

The symbolic meaning of flowers has been accepted for centuries throughout the world and in literature as well. In the Victorian era, flowers were used to send messages that could not be spoken aloud. A “yes” answer came in the form of a flower handed over with the right hand and if the left hand was used the answer was “no”. If a flower was given upside down, the ideas being sent was the opposite of what was traditionally meant. Flowers depicted emotions such as love, strength, disdain, courage, pride, loss, joy, and sorrow to name just a few.  Continue reading “The Spiritual Meaning of Flowers: A Garden Meditation”

Reflections on Earth Day

We are all facing a global situation of fear and sadness. The War in Ukraine and the lingering pandemic can cause us to feel alone and  powerless. Yet each of us can foster change in the world. We all possess an inner light of love and healing. There are many ways to cultivate this light and share it with others. It takes hard work, attention, courage, deep faith, grattitite, and the realization that we are all connected.
To heal Mother Earth, (Gaia) we must first manifest the changes needed within ourselves as the following paper will explain. I hope the wise words and practices will cultivate a feeling of inner hope, love and, peace for you and our planet. 

Continue reading “Reflections on Earth Day”

Yoga for Fall, the Pandemic, and Letting Go

Autumn is my favorite color.

“Autumn is a second spring when every leaf is a flower” ~Albert Camus

Nature is once again awash in the colors of autumn. I watched the sun peep out of the clouds after yesterday’s storm. It was shining magic light on the orange, scarlet, gold and plum tree branches. The hills glowed magenta at dusk.  

The Greek philosopher, Heraclitus. said,”The only constant is change”.  Continue reading “Yoga for Fall, the Pandemic, and Letting Go”

THE SPIRITUAL MEANING OF DAFFODILS (and The Pandemic)

“To plant a garden is to believe in tomorrow.”~Audrey Hepburn

“An optimist is a human personification of Spring.”~Susan J. Bissonette

Last October,  my partner and I planted one hundred and twenty bulbs of Daffodils in our garden. We wondered, “what would next Spring bring?”. Winter was tough. We were faced with the tragic loss of lives coupled with economic, social and political unrest.

Continue reading “THE SPIRITUAL MEANING OF DAFFODILS (and The Pandemic)”

A Solstice Meditation

I follow many other yoga practitioners, and wanted to share this lovely meditation that I received from Heart Space Yoga:

Good morning. As I write this, the sky is a light pinkish purple with the sun rise. This soft hue is reflected on a blanket of crystal white sparkles. A beautiful start to this day.
What do you think? In all the busy-ness, hustle and holiday preparations, can you take time today (even just a short while) just for you, to sit, reflect, release, and open?
Today is the sacred Winter Solstice -and the sky just keeps growing more beautiful by the way! Today marks the deep pause at the end of the Earth’s exhale. Winter Solstice is an opening or portal into deep space. It is timeless, motionless, limitless, Stillness. A space that contains all possibilities.
You are that space of infinite awareness. Take some time today to embrace the emptiness. Find yourself a warm quiet space, sit comfortably, and press PAUSE.
SOLSTICE MEDITATION
  • Sit tall in your spine, close your eyes, and relax.
  • Turn to your breath.
  • Watch and feel the movement of the breath within your body with no effort or judgement.
  • Understand that YOU are the one watching your breath.
  • YOU are the SPACE that contains the breath and all movement of Shakti
  • YOU are the SPACE that HOLDS all movement of your mind.
  • Watch the moving, turning, thoughts as you continue to know and remember you are the Space, and the one who is watching.
  • Allow yourself to melt into that openness, release form. In a way, we allow for death, to pass through us. Recognize this release as a natural part of the infinite cycle.
In meditation, we merge with Pure Awareness. We practice letting go of the personal grip, the struggle of personal identity. As humans with minds, we naturally become attached to the movement of life, and individual waves of expression. This is what we call the “ego” aspect of who we are. Not to be seen as a problem, but there is so much MORE.
In order to grow and expand the beauty of our lives, it is necessary to LET GO.
Release allows for rebirth.
Exhale serves the inhale.
Death serves Life.
Winter Solstice is a perfect time to let it dissolve.
After your meditation, take a few moments to reflect in this drawing end of another decade. Look back, 10 years ago:
What was your biggest challenge back then?
How did you feel about who you were?
What has come, and what has passed?
What have you learned? What do you know now?
For example, there were times in these past 10 years I lost confidence in who I am and what I offer. The deeper I doubted, the more miserable I felt. I finally recognized this pattern of Self Sabotage. After some journaling and close inspection (Self study “Svadyaya”), I realized what I was doing, and how I was feeling was NOT the highest TRUTH of who I am.
As soon as I really felt this, and decided to shift my thinking, EVERYTHING turned around. I LEARNED that lesson!
Does this mean I won’t ever doubt or lose belief in who I am? I wish! These patterns are usually very deeply ingrained in our emotional landscape. Which means they usually re-surface.
BUT, I know I have “seen”, and learned the lesson behind this one. So, I now can recognize it when it comes up, and do my best to NOT INDULGE MYSELF in this pattern again. There is no need. It’s cycle has come into fullness, now I can “opt out”, and LET IT GO.
This is where prayer, and Mantra become so helpful. As we redirect our minds to the infinite, the attachment to the wounds and scars of past begin to release. We can effectively “untie the knots” that block the flow of Love and greater possibility.
Today we honor the letting go. When we empty out, we effectively make way and create the space for the next building cycle.
The silence and darkness, allow us to see the source and spark of our innermost light. Feel it’s warm glow illuminate you. As you bask in that light, allow your deeper hearts desire to emerge. This is the longest night of the year. In this darkness, there is nourishment.
Here, in this fertile dream space, plant the seeds of your True intention.
Dare to ask yourself, how you want to feel and who you want to be in this new year.
We are continuously evolving as individuals and as a species. Even in our set backs, we cannot help but evolve. One step at a time, with clear intention we make change. Set your aim high in your true worthiness. Work for the benefit of ALL. Receive the gift of your own Divine creativity and take joy in your creations!
Om Shanti, Shanti, Shantihi
PEACE….PEACE….PEACE

OPENING YOUR HEART: METTA MEDITATION

In the yogic tradition, breath is considered energy medicine. Conscious breathing balances our emotions and calms the mind.

Breathing deeply and mindfully helps stimulate the parasympathetic nervous system to trigger the relaxation response, which decreases blood pressure and slows the heart rate. In yoga we inhale to create length in the thoracic spine. This expands the lungs bringing oxygen (prana) to the respiratory organs. Continue reading “OPENING YOUR HEART: METTA MEDITATION”

Guide to Sitting MEDITATION

GUIDE TO PRACTICE

Learning how to be still is the method of meditation.

The process of cultivating stillness begins in the body. You may be guided to keep your head, neck and trunk relatively straight while sitting in a meditative posture. You may begin with the physical practice yoga (asana) to prepare your body to sit more comfortably.

Then it is time to show up on a regular basis. It is best to practice in the same comfortable posture (on a cushion or a firm chair) at the same time and the same place every day. Continue reading “Guide to Sitting MEDITATION”